To Whom It May Concern
nekr0tik_m00gle
All I can really say to this is wow. You know I never knew that about six years after a relationship some one would still be holding animosity towards me, but than again I can not really blame you I do admit I was young and dumb, but time going by one learns from there mistakes. You did have a good point East Boston was on shitty city that would be why I do not live there anymore. I is good to hear you still have a very high perception of your self thinking you are too good for me now not knowing where I am and what I am doing with me life. Although I know you probably could care less because no matter what profession I tell you it would not matter to you because nothing was ever good enough for you. I am not going to bad mouth you and go bringing up the past to make a point. I hope you find what ever you are looking for I hope your ranting e-mail brought closure or something of that nature.

-John

reflections on the past
nekr0tik_m00gle
Hold me in your arms forever and never let me go, promise me you'll stay for always, because I can not let you go.

Tell me that you love me and that you'll always stay take me to your castle, take me far away.

Save me from all my fears, my knight in shining armor. Help me spread me wings so we can both fly higher.

Promise me you'll never leave, I would know what to do, your the only one who makes me feel this way.

I'm so in love with you.

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looking back on the past and going through old notes I wanted to share this because it still puts a smile on my face.

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nekr0tik_m00gle
I finally got the chance talk with my boss about promoting me to management which did not go as well as I was hoping, but I did manage to work out better hours so I can have more of a social life and a raise will be coming along with it which is a plus. Other than that my life is going well I'm sure I could be a lot off if i was not alone all the time, but hey that is life right. That does not kill us make us stronger so they say.

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nekr0tik_m00gle
Cant run away from love if yo cannot feel
Everything falls apart in a tragedy
I am so far away from gone
I just wanna be here
Everyone forms apart in my symphony

Can you feel this in your heart
Can you take it to your soul
I dont want you to pretend
I dont wanna be alone

Feels like im torn apart
And i cannot bleed
Caught in the web you made
This just cant be real
I am so far away from gone
I just wanna be here
Everyone falls apart in this tragedy
I dont wanna be alone
Inside ive changed
Everyday i'll live through this alone

vote for them and tell all your friends to vote
nekr0tik_m00gle
My friends Frank and 'Em were in a film contest run by Apple computer. In a nutshell the company revealed a list of 11 elements on their website last Friday at 5:00 p.m.
At that point all registered film teams had 24 hours to shoot, edit, and score a 3 minute movie that had to be submitted into Apple the next day at the same time. Our project, Might of the Transit Employee is currently posted on the contest gallery! Here is the list of elements that we were able to incorporate into our piece.

- Required character name: Alex Kona
- Required dialog line: “No, you don’t understand what it’s like growing up here.”
- Required costume: leather jacket and dark sunglasses
- Required prop: ice
- Required side kick: pet monkey
- Required setting: abandoned building
- Required makeup: fake eyelashes and blue eye shadow
- Required genre: sci-fi/fantasy
- Required editing device: musical montage

Might of the Transit Employee is a mock trailer for a movie that tells the story of Biff Blazer, a full time MBTA worker, and how he becomes the unlikely hero who saves the day.
Here is the link to watch the movie.

http://edcommunity.apple.com/contest/item.php?itemID=205

If you like it won't you please vote for it! You'll need to create an Apple account (if you don't already have one,) but other than that you should be able to vote from the provided link. If we make it into the top 25 our movie will be eligible for judging from Apple's selected panel. If our project is deemed the winner, Em' and I will win a slew of film related software and of course recognition for having the winning movie.

Thanks for your support, it is greatly appreciated!
- (V)3 -

Downfall
nekr0tik_m00gle
Fear in me so deep it gets of me,
In the fear I fall,
here it comes face to face with me,
here I stand,
Hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds,
Step down, step down, step down,
STEP DOWN..........!


Can I break away,
Push me away,
Make me fall,
Just to feel another side of me,
Push me away,
You can't see,
What I see,
The other side of me


Fall back on me,
And I'll be the strength I need,
To save me now,
Just come face to face with me,
Stay in place,
You'll be the first to see,
Me heal these wounds,
Step down, step down, step down,
STEP DOWN.........!


Can I break away,
Push me away,
Make me fall,
Just to feel another side of me,
Push me away,
You can't see,
What I see,
The other side of me


Can I break away,
Push me away,
Make me fall,
Just to feel another side of me,
Push me away,
You can't see,
What I see,
The other side of me


No one can see,
Everything on the other side of me,
I walk,
I crawl,
Losing everything I've put down for


No one can see,
Everything on the other side of me,
I walk,
I crawl,
Losing everything I've put down for

Name The Rockstar
nekr0tik_m00gle


no cheating

To cut or not to cut
nekr0tik_m00gle
I am thinking about cutting my hair and donateing it to a cancer foundation for the seckond.As many of you know I did this last. Just want some feed back to see what people think.

movie trip
nekr0tik_m00gle
Ok so thursday is a no on behalf of three others hows Sunday look for everyone. Let me know

-John

Trip to the movies
nekr0tik_m00gle
I really want to go see The Departed Ive hear good things about it I was hopeing to see in this comeing thursday if anyone would like to jous me let me know. I dont wanna go alone so if I can find atleast one other person that be great. let me know.

- John

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